Mal in Slo!: Zivijo!

Zivijo! (Hello!)
The last couple of days have been....hard. I have been struggling with feeling connected to my team and trying to fight against my natural tendencies to retreat into my own world and keep everything to myself. It really helped when the whole JV team met to discuss camp stuff on Thursday. I think a largge part of the reason I am feeling alone is because I haven't had a lot of time to spend in the word. Whenever I'm not with the team I usually fall asleep, haha. Today (Friday) I sat in the sun for maybe half an hour reading my bible. praying, and listening to worship music. That helped a lot as far as encouragement, and knowing that God is with me but I still haven't found anyone that I can truly open up to. I know I need to push myself to be open with people and step out of my comfort zone, but it's so hard right now for some reason. I am struggling with feeling inadequate as a leader and even as a person. I know this is from the enemy but it's so hard to fight when I'm so far from my comfort zone and from people that already know me. I guess I just need your prayers. Please pray that....I would be able to spend as much time in the word and worshipping as possible; that our team (especially the interns) will become unified and that God will provide at least one person for me to be real with; finally that I will be protected from believing Satans lies. Oh, one more; that I wouldn't try to change my personality in order to fit in and be excepted by everyone else.