One month??

Dang! It's hard to believe I have already been here a month! Time has been flyin:)
Today the second camp ended and the last one starts on Monday! A few people have asked me how I feel about the next camp and honestly I have no idea. I don't really feel anything right now and that is a dangerous spot for me to be in. Satan has already used that as an opportunity to give me the wrong feelings. Because I have been struggling to process everything I think I have just turned that part of my brain off. So I think I'm stuck on auto-pilot for a while. But it's ok cause God is good and He will provide everything I need at the perfect time!

I think something I have learned recently is that instead of asking God for the ability to have faith, we just have to tell Him we have faith in Him. God doesnt just make us better Christians all of a sudden; He gives us circumstances in which we can choose to be better Christians. So God is faithful all the time, sometimes we aren't looking in the right direction.

So if you all could please pray for supernatural strength and patience as I venture into next week I would greatly appreciate it. Also for protection against Satan's attacks, cause they are coming full-force right now. Thank you! I love you all so much! (see you in 3 weeks:D)